I don't want to hurt him, Nux. That's what I'm saying! I'm trying to tell you I don't want to hurt anyone but when he does that it triggers some kind of...

Fuck I don't know how to explain it. Like. You know how dogs just have to chase squirrels? Think of it like that. He flinches, I think he's food. I can shut it down but I'm fucking exhausted I can't keep it up forever.

And it's only getting worse.