[No, he's pretty sure if he's like that (which he inevitably would be) what he would be glad for is not having done it, but that it's over. Like how he is with the running.]
I . . . really don't want . . . [This is quite a measure of how much he doesn't want to do this that he is actually arguing about it. Timidly. Hesitantly. But still arguing.]
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I . . . really don't want . . . [This is quite a measure of how much he doesn't want to do this that he is actually arguing about it. Timidly. Hesitantly. But still arguing.]