[It's very personal, very complicated, and not nearly as private as Lazarus wishes it was. That's true of much of his personal life, but he senses that Saretha is trying to both keep a respectful distance and extend a helping hand... still at a respectful distance.]

I don't suppose you've heard from him. Where he is, or what he's doing. We've not been on speaking terms, as much as I wish this wasn't the case.